One of my favorite - and in my opinion, best comedians ever - has died this morning at age 50 - from complications due to pneumonia

Seriously - im going to go watch “Whats the worst that could happen” right now

Miss you!

Some of you haven’t heard the news already. But my little sidekick passed away while I was at work today. He had developed pneumonia a while back, and it appeared he was improving. I had asked my friends and fans if they could donate to cover Gus’s medical bill - because even for something as small, as a rat - the bill was a little out of my league.

This morning i woke up, gave him food. And saw him lying in the EXACT SPOT that I found him dead in. he was laying down. He put his face up against the cage and let me rub under his chin…and I was off to work. I get home today and call out “Gus!, Gusssyyyy!”. Like I always do.  He would always run around in his cage and make noises as if he was happy to see me home…but today it was silent…

So I said it again…”Gussy!” - and I started to walk closer to the cage…and saw his eyes open.

I was afraid to remove him from the cage because of his stiff body. Even in death..I was afraid to hurt him.

I know im going to get alot of retarded hate mail responses because I made a video and blog post about my beloved gus…but my friend Jess sent me a text message that read:

“Its sort of weird how people get more attached to pets then humans.  must be their unconditional love.”

Yea - assholes. He was “just a rat”…I should of “called the exterminator”

Well guess what? Its the PEOPLE, the HUMANS, and the MORTALS that are exterminating each other.

33 murders in providence Rhode island since January 08′.

I guess these killers have the same mentality as those appose to me loving gus.

“Its just a rat”….well “its just a person”

Anyway…I buried him in my satin lined, coffin case purse.  I even locked it.

AUSTELL, Ga. (June 28) - A teenager was decapitated by a roller coaster after he hopped a pair of fences and entered a restricted area Saturday at Six Flags Over Georgia, authorities said.

Six Flags officials are uncertain why the unidentified 17-year-old from Columbia, S.C. scaled two six-foot fences and passed signs that said the restricted area was both off-limits and dangerous to visitors, spokeswoman Hela Sheth said in a news release.

Authorities were investigating reports from witnesses who said the teenager jumped the fences to retrieve a hat he lost while riding the Batman roller coaster, said Cobb County police Sgt. Dana Pierce. Police have declined to release the teenager’s name until an autopsy is completed.

Six Flags said it closed the roller coaster after the Saturday afternoon accident out of respect for the teen’s family. The ride was expected to reopen on Sunday, according to a Six Flags news release.

Police said the ride was going full-speed when the teen was struck. The ride’s top speed is 50 mph, according to the park’s Web site.

No one riding on the roller coaster was injured, Sheth said. The teen was with another boy who also entered the restricted area but was not injured, Pierce said.

The teen and his parents were at the park with a group from the Oakey Spring Baptist Church near Springfield, S.C., police said.

My condolences goes out to the family and friends of this child..HOWEVER, as a roller coaster addict myself….there are signs and warnings are all over the damn park. Dont get up on rides, don’t go in restricted areas…etc..Im sorry to say, but WHY WOULD YOU BE SO IGNORANT! If you loose an article on a coaster, you fill out a report at one of the main desks and they will be retrieved and mailed to you WHEN THE PARK CLOSES…yea, when the rides are NOT OPERATING!  geesh.

Ive been going though a “religious rampage” the past few months. Trying to see if anything could suit me….and I came across this…wow

If I had a quarter for every time someone spilled out a load of BULL lol!

The following link will bring you to a page. This page will help you identify “the signs of satan”

DUDE! calm the fuck down. They posted pics of Metallica, Courtney love and fucking spiderman! They seriously believe that they are satanists! oh for the love of christ chexs!

Im very open minded and courteous to religions…but this is just to damn funny!

CLICK HERE TO VIEW IT!

(i edited this..it was to fucking long)

FATHERSDAY - I stopped celebrating that YEARS ago. I grew up watching my real father punch my mom in the face, and choke her because of petty arguments….every now and then Id get a slap in the face, or something thrown at me - but not to a big extent.

Then when My mother divorced him - problems arose left and right. I started fighting with my mom, and my entire family because we were so “dysfunctional”. My mom gave me a 9pm cerfew (even on weekends). No friends allowed over the house. No internet, no phone, no contact with civilization! Me being the teenager, had no room to breath. I wanted to enjoy my social life with friends before highschool was over, so I moved in with my dad in Providence.

From that point on - i learned that my dad had changed for the worst. He remarried to some bitch from Santo Domingo (can you say…green card?). And developed an awful drinking problem. (not that he didnt drink so much before). I remember the LAST day I saw him…was the worst fight we got into.

I forgot why we started fighting - but I remember hiding his vodka bottle from him (he would drink a 2 liter in one night).

I remember him yelling at me, telling me to shut up..and when I said “ok” (as a response to ..SHUT UP) he would get more furious. So I locked myself in my room.

He starts banging on the door. And tells my little sister to go get a hammer. (did I mention he NEVER hit my sister, in her entire life)

I kept screaming though the door “ill let you in after you CALM DOWN! And that pissed him off more…

SO - he starts banging off the door handle.

Meanwhile Im in my room, looking out the window. Now folks - who can honestly say they have thought this to themselves:

“Im only on the third floor, I think I can hang on to the ledge”.

After 30 minutes, he finally gets in - and instantly punches me in the face. I get up, and he pushes me on the bed. Places his knee on my stomach and grasps my neck. Smothering me into the mattress as im gasping for air. All while hes saying in Spanish “DO AS I TELL YOU, YOU DEVIL!” (or something along those lines…I cant remember)

I finally am able to get up, and I make a run for the back door. While Im running, he picks up the hammer and throws it at me. When I came back to the house with officers to get my things - the hammer was stuck in the wall - it was only a half inch from nailing the back of my head.

My mom and I have basically patched things up. I think my antidote for our fighting was me finding my own place to live. I haven’t seen my dad in about 4 years. But I do hear about him. He was in butler hospital at one point (the crazy place) and was homeless for a while. My mom even asked me at one point If I would “help him”…give him a place to stay…..

If it was negative 15 degrees, and saw him walking outside my window - I would go to the kitchen, make some hot cocoa, and watch a good movie…by myself.

Have I ever thought about patchign things up? If course I have. Hes my DAD. I want a DAD. But then again He had NUMEROUS chances to change his ways. but he never admitted HE was the problem. I have 3 half brothers…and now i know why they are not in his life either.

So again - papi. Happy FUCKING fathers day!

Yesterday I was eating ching chong food…and opened up a fortune cookie - it said

“Reconcile with old friends…all has been forgotten.”

LMAO

I think the confucius is trying to tell me something lol!

Right now i dont have that much time to dedicate photography as a hobby….so im selling my sony DSLR camera….

check it out at ebay!

New from the peta newsletter. It shows cruelty in some of the circus’s…what really threw me off was the very last 2 minutes…where the elephants try to escape the circus…one starts running down the street, and a civilian uses a shotgun to keep him away…

OK - i understand that the elephant was a danger to society, BUT dont you think it would be enough to shoot him ONCE….to stunn him…if he gets up and starts running..then yea, shoot him again….

BUT NOOOOO this asshole shoots multiple rounds while the elephant is ALREADY down...and OBVIOUSLY cant move anymore…you can see blood shooting out of its face!!!! this fucking disgusts me!

Check it out by clicking here

What do you think? was this necessary?

YOU KNOW WHAT…I HOPE THIS FUCKING HAPPENS TO “THESE KINDS OF PEOPLE!!”

Ive been a very bad girl! LOL I just ordered these shoes online! They are the hottest thing since the paris hilton sex tape. It was a bitch to find them online! Every single store is sold out….including the one I bought it from (howcool.com) I have to wait a minimum of 2 weeks (maximum to receive them…::sigh:: oh well..they are so delicious though! Like?